If You Could See What I Hear


For those of you who have been waiting patiently, if finely happens.


WARNING!!! This chapter has an explicit and very graphic sex scene.

Songwriters: Fogelberg, Dan
Longer lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

Just a reminder. I do not own nor do I make money from Supernatural.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The smell of coffee roused Jensen from a deep sleep. He yawned and stretched. Gus wiggled up the bed to his partner and licked his face.

“Good morning, Gus.” Jensen petted the golden retriever, who turned over for a belly rub.

The sculptor got out of bed and headed across the hall to get ready for the day. He returned to his room, getting dressed in a pair of jeans and a red pullover sweater. He donned some boots and the two left his room, heading for the kitchen.

Walking towards the still room, He grabbed his coat, and other outer garments. After placing Gus’ leash to the collar around the dog’s neck, the two headed out for their morning walk.


Twenty minutes passed before the two reentered the house. He hung up his outer garments and unleashed Gus. Entering the kitchen, Jensen took note that the room was too quiet for anyone to be in there. He fed and watered his partner and poured himself a cup of coffee.

He entered the family room and was greeted by Jared’s mom.

“Morning, hon. Did you sleep well,” Sherri asked.

“Morning, Mom. Yes, I did. I tossed for a while,” the young man responded.

“Missing Jared,” she asked, watching her future son-in-law blush in response.

“We’ll see him in a few hours, sweetie. Are you hungry,” the woman asked.

“Yes, Ma’am.”

“You just relax. This is your day.” Sherri headed into the kitchen to make pancakes, sausage, and eggs.

The family gathered together and ate the meal. The guys suggested a movie, and Jeff agreed to be Jensen’s eyes.

At 11:30, Sherri suggested that the professor lay down and try to take a nap. “You have a long day ahead of you, and some rest will help see you through it.”


Jensen slept for an hour, when a knock on his door woke him. Sherri stuck her head through the door and told him there was a bath ready for him.

Jensen got out of bed, and Sherri called Gus and had Jeff take him for a long walk.

The sculptor soaked for a while and then dried off and dried his hair. He brushed his teeth and shaved.

He went to his room and took his tux out of the closet. He put on a pair of white silk boxers and a white tee shirt. It was an afternoon wedding so the tux wasn’t formal. His was white and so were his socks and shoes. The shirt was a dark red and the tie was white to match the tux. He had a long tie, and Sherri did his cufflinks for him. The tie tack and the cufflinks were red rubies.

“Jensen, you look so incredibly handsome.”

The young man was nervous and blushed as he said, “Thank you.”


They arrived at the church a few minutes before the time of the ceremony. A woman was standing at the door and led Jensen to a room off the vestibule.

As he entered, his sister, Jared’s sister, and Ellen all three hugged him and told him how wonderful he looked. There was a knock on the door, and a florist entered. She handed the three women bouquets of flowers and pinned a red boutonniere on his lapel.

Jensen stopped her, “What does the groom look like?”

The woman smiled, “You’ll see when you walk down the aisle.”

Ellen replied with hint of sarcasm, “He will if there’s a miracle in the next few minutes.” She pointed at Gus sitting next to his partner.

The woman looked at the dog and flushed. “I am so sorry. He is wearing black with a red shirt and black tie. His shoes are black.”

“Thank you,” Jensen said softly.

A knock was heard at the door. Megan opened it and let Alan Ackles into the room.

“Jared and the two boys are up front, and they are fixing to start the music. Are you ready?”

“Yes, Sir,” Jensen whispered.

Alan hugged his son, and the group walked into the vestibule.


Pachabel’s Canon began to play. Megan walked out into the aisle and started down it. MacKenzie followed after a few minutes. Last, Ellen started down. Alan waited on the wedding planner to give them an okay. She nodded, and he nudged his son.

Jared had turned to watch the procession. When Jensen entered the room his heart almost skipped a beat. He was beyond handsome. He was beautiful.

When they reached the front of the church, the pastor asked, “Who gives this man to be married?”

Alan answered, “His brother, sister, and I do.”

Alan sat down next to the Padalecki’s. The women stood to the left of Jensen and the men to the right of Jared.

The pastor spoke of the lifetime commitment the vows brought to the marriage. He spoke Ruth and Boaz. He stepped back, and Jensen realized it was time to sing. He was handed the microphone, and the music played. Jensen faced Jared and began sing these words:

Longer than there’ve been fishes in the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there’ve been stars up in the heavens
I’ve been in love with you

Stronger than any mountain cathedral
Truer than any tree ever grew
Deeper than any forest primeval
I am in love with you

I’ll bring fire in the winters
You’ll send showers in the springs
We’ll fly through the falls and summers with love on our wings

Through the years as the fire starts to mellow
Burning lines in the book of our lives
Though the binding cracks
And the pages start to yellow
I’ll be in love with you
I’ll be in love with you
I am in love with you

When the song was over, Jared was crying. The singer had no idea he’d brought tears to the eyes of the man he loved.

The two men used these vows to each other: “I take you to be my partner for life. I promise above all else to live in truth with you and to communicate fully and fearlessly. I give you my hand and my heart as a sanctuary of warmth and peace and pledge my love, devotion, faith and honor as I join my life to yours.”

The ring ceremony was simple. The pastor then said that by the powers invested in him by the state of Texas, he pronounced them, ‘Husband and Husband.’ He told Jared he could kiss Jensen.

Jared put his hands on either side of Jensen’s face and leaned in to kiss him.

The pastor had them turn and introduced them to the guests as Jared and Jensen Ackles-Padalecki.

The music to “Love Changes Everything” began to play and the two men walked down the aisle.


Everyone met in fellowship hall for the reception. There were two cakes: A large three tier red velvet cake with white frosting and a large single layer chocolate cake.

People were enjoying the food and drink. The boys cut the cake and drank the champagne. They visited for a while and Jared finally leaned over and said, “Let’s go.”

The shorter man looked up at him and smiled sweetly.

Jared’s truck was decorated with sayings and drawings; there were streamers tied to the trailer hitch. People threw bird seed because it was edible and rice would harm the birds who would later try to eat it. They got inside the truck with Gus and waved goodbye.

As they drove home, Jared described the truck and they both drove in a comfortable silence.

After parking the truck in the garage, Jared and Jensen walked to the back door. The groom unlocked it and took Gus’ leash off and let him loose in the house. He turned and gently kissed the man next to him and suddenly swept him into his arms and carried him into the house.


The coach was laughing as he set his professor down. He kissed the older man again and took his hand. The two walked down the hall to the master bedroom.


The younger man turned down the bedcovers and lit some scented candles. Turning, he walked over to his husband and slowly began to undress him. After he had the man undressed, he picked him up again and laid him on his bed.

Staring down at the naked man lying there, Jared’s heartrate went up and he had to take some deep breaths. Jensen was finally his by right, and he could have all of him. He began to undress so he could join his husband.

Jensen heard his love moving around the room. He could smell the scent of the burning candles. It was sandalwood. Suddenly some music began to play.

“Is that Bolero?”

He felt a dip in the bed and heard the coach answer, “Yes.”

The pouting lips broke into a grin, “Don’t men who are trying to seduce their dates play that?”

“Now how would you know that?”

“I listen to my students more then they know.”

The younger man leaned close and kissed Jensen, silencing any further conversation. The professor opened his mouth, allowing deeper entry.

The two spent a long while just kissing. Jared finally started kissing, licking and gently biting down to Jensen’s chin and up towards his ear. He slowly moved down the professor’s neck and to where his neck meets his shoulder. There a loud gasp, and the older man came up off the bed.

Jared pushed Jensen down and started using his hands; slowly moving down the man’s body. He stopped at a nipple and began to slowly rub it between two fingers, getting a moan from deep within the sculptor’s throat.

Jensen moved so he could return the touching, and Jared pushed him back. “Not now. Later. You’ve never experienced this, so right now it’s your time. ”

The younger man gently caressed his lover’s stomach, leaning over to lick the inside of his navel and slowly downwards. Jensen held his breath, afraid to move.

The older man had his eyes closed, striving to relax but every touch, kiss, bite, and lick built up a tension in his body he had never tried to deal with before. As Jared’s went between his crotch and his leg, he began to shake uncontrollably.


“Are you all right, Jen,” the coach asked softly.

“I don’t…”

“You don’t what, my love,” the deep raspy whisper asked. The sound sent a shiver up Jensen’s spine.

“I can’t do this,” the smaller man whimpered.

“Yes, you can, baby,” Jared said as he gently bit down on the tender skin between leg and crotch.


“That’s it, Jen.”
The tongue reached his taint, and a keening sound erupted from Jensen. He tried to push his hips into Jared’s face for more, and the coach gently pushed him back down.

“Oh my!” Jared reached down and was gently rolling his balls in his hands, fondling them.

“Please, Jared!!!”

“Please what, baby? What do you need?”

“I don’t know! I’m on fire, and my gut’s in knots. I need…please…help me!”

Jensen screamed when the tongue went up the nerve bundle on his cock. Jared pushed into the slit, and the professor was barely touching the bed. His body arched off it. Suddenly, the younger man deep throated his lover and rejoiced at the strangled sound that came from his throat.

Jared took Jensen’s legs and lifted his lower body off the bed and place the legs over his shoulders. He slowly begin to lick around the pink pucker, listening to the whisper of inane nothings that emanated from the other man. He inched his tongue inside Jensen and the nothings turned into a low howl-like sound. He slowly moved his tongue in and out of the hole, loving the sounds the professor made.

Jared had no idea that Jensen would be such a vocal lover. It increased the coach’s arousal and need a hundred fold. The sculptor was a quivering mass, and the younger man knew it was time. He lowered the older man back down to the bed and reached for the lube. He rubbed it in his hands to warm it.

“Jensen? I want you to put your legs around my hips and don’t let go. I’ll grab them in a bit.”

The trembling man slowly lifted his legs and placed them around the larger man’s waist. Jared poured some of the lube on the small pucker and ran his thumb over it, slowly slipping the tip through the muscle. He felt the other man stiffen.

Carefully rubbing his hand over Jensen’s belly, he whispered, “It’s all right. It will burn some, but I’ll have you loose enough. You need to relax.”

The coach rubbed his index finger around the pucker, playing with it. He felt the older man relax into the touch and slowly slid the finger inside of him, watching his face. Jensen winced slightly and took several long breaths and relaxed again. Jared moved the finger in and out of the man’s hole and wiggled it around, pushing at the walls. He added another finger and heard a gasp. Jensen winced again but did not stiffen. The fingers scissored and suddenly hit the older man’s prostrate bringing out a strange sound from the swollen lips.

“Are you all right, Jen?”

“D..d..do that again,” came the squeaking voice.

“Ah, we found the sweet spot. Fantastic!” Jared kept hitting the prostate and watched Jensen’s cock leak precum. Soon he had four fingers moving inside the man.

Looking down at Jensen’s face, he saw that he had bitten his lip and his hair was wet with sweat. His entire body was covered with it. Jared grinned, knowing that Jensen was ready. He removed the fingers, hearing a whispered, “No.”

Lining his cock up with the slightly swollen pucker, the coach slowly pushed through the outer muscle rim. He watched the older man’s face as his eyes opened wide in surprise and his mouth formed a perfect ‘O.’ He bottomed out and stood still, allowing the professor to get used to the girth and length of his cock.

“Damn,” Jensen moaned.

“What’s wrong?”


Grinning, Jared began a slow pull out and push in. He kept the pace, not wanting to hurt the man.


The coach stopped. Suddenly, Jensen used his legs to push himself back down on the cock and it wasn’t slow.

“Ahh,” Jared choked out and began to pick up his speed and rhythm, while the sculptor met every thrust with his hips.

Jared felt his balls begin to draw tight and reached down to grab Jensen’s cock and stroke it. He aimed for the man’s prostate with every thrust and by this time, Jensen was screaming his name over and over. Suddenly, the older man stiffened and cum started to shoot out of his cock in spurts and his ass squeezed down on Jared causing him to orgasm as well.

The larger man fell to the side of his lover and reached for the damp cloth and towel he had placed on the bedside table. He gently cleaned the exhausted man next to him and dried him. After taking care of himself, he blew out the candles and hit the off button on the music.

Pulling the smaller man into his arms, he cuddled him and the two soon slept.

This was probably one of the most difficult chapters I have ever written. If you enjoyed it, please comment and let me know. I actually ended up going to YouTube and playing Bolero.

For those of you who have never heard Ravel’s Bolero. Keith Partridge, David Cassidy, of the Partridge family used it for romance. Bo Derek filmed an erotic movie called Bolero. It is definitely perfect for Jensen and Jared. Here is the You Tube url for it. https://youtube/dZDiaRZy0Ak


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